Sea of sorrow, filled with regret.

Why did I ever do what I did?
I was only trying to vent my frustrations, but I ended up making things worse.
So much for making my presence felt, ended up with nothing but regret.
I'm now drowned upon a river of sorrow.

I knew I was very close at one point, something got in the way.
And when I thought I got even closer, someone got in the way.
The feeling overcame my heart, I did the one thing I shouldn't have done.
One bad decision, one wrong move, that's all it takes.

Now that I did what I did, what else can I do?
If I could turn back time, would I have done something better?
If I were given a chance, I will make sure I treasure it.
The only problem is, I'm sure it's too late now.

How could I have did it without thinking of the consequences?
I got blinded by the feeling, which I don't enjoy at all.
It's obviously too late to regret now that it's all said and done.
What can I do now? Hope for the best? Why don't you tell me.

I've been trying to search for salvation with no luck.
And when I thought I've finally found it, I messed up.
The only thing that I truly care about more than anything.
I beg for forgiveness.