In the Summertime...

It's been quite some time now.
I've been trying so hard, and yet I can't seem to make it.
It's not that I don't want to, I just can't, dumb obstacles.
Even if I find the chance, will I be brave enough to do it?
Will I be able to handle it?

More and more obstacles comes with every second I waste.
It seems like if I don't make my move, I will lose my chance forever.
It's not that I want to wait, there are just too many obligations.
Something else happened while I wait.
And if I wait any longer, I'm afraid I will really lose my chance.

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Okay above is only my rant, decipher the meaning if you can.

Nothing much has happened. College life is getting busier by the day. Assignments will be piling up on me soon.

It's been 2 weeks, and Leanne will leave back to Japan, and then to the States, in another 2 weeks. It hurts me to think about it, if I could I really wouldn't want her to leave, as it will be another year until I can see her again. I need to make the most out of time while she is still here =)

I finally got the song Summertime by New Kids On The Block (Thanks Myuu =D). It's real good, can't live a day without listening to it. Further new additions to my playlist will be Should've Said No and Tim McGraw by Taylor Swift.

"I think about you in the Summertime,
and all the good times we've had baby.
Been a few years and I cant deny,
the thought of you still makes me crazy.
I think about you in the Summertime,
I'm sittin' here in the sun, with you on my mind.
You are, my Summertime" - Summertime by New Kids On The Block

"And I'm back for the first time since then, I'm standing on your street.
There's a letter left on your doorstep and the first thing that you'll read.
Is when you think Tim McGraw, I hope you think my favorite song.
Someday you'll turn your radio on, I hope it takes you back to that place.
When you think happiness, I hope you think that little black dress.
Think of my head on your chest, and my old faded blue jeans.
When you think Tim McGraw, I hope you think of me" - Tim McGraw by Taylor Swift

"You said the way my blue eyes shined,
put those Georgia stars to shame that night,
I said that's a lie" - Tim McGraw by Taylor Swift