Nothing much really happened today.
Only thing worth mentioning is probably the crappy presentation for the Bodycopy assignment from Advertising Copywriting. Then the lecturer gave us a quick exercise to create an advertisement, complete with a created logo, headline, tagline and body copy, all in 45 minutes. I'm in charge of writing the body copy, and I have to say it's not really that hard. Maybe I should look up copywriting as a potential job when I graduate. Needless to say our work was pretty good, as my group has an asset in every aspect (drawing, writing, creating a name) We were granted extra points in our coursework marks.
PC Fair will be in town again this Friday till Sunday. Will be going with a bunch of geeks, who are also my gaming mates. Will probably get a new keyboard, still haven't decided yet. If I did, I will definitely receive nagging because of its price, hell if I care as long as I like it. Thing is, my new rig isn't here yet so it will be a problem as it's kinda troublesome to unplug and replug it again, and I do not wish for anybody but me to use it.
It took me so long to get over it, and I found something pretty interesting. Apparently it involved more than 2 persons too, while I'm still stuck alone.
No idea what I just said up there? You don't have to know, its just one of my my random rantings.
Trying my best to change my obsessive attitude, I think its working pretty good too =)
Gotta jet, need to complete my ad design to hand up tomorrow.
Here's some new singles I'd reccomend:
Should've Said No - Taylor Swift
Jason Mraz - I'm Yours
Tuesday, July 29, 2008
Monday, July 28, 2008
Time to grow up.
What is wrong with me?
I kept saying that people is naive,
but this time, I am the one naive.
I've never realized, not until now.
Why am I acting this way?
This obsession, it's gonna scare people away.
I've been like this for so long.
Is that why it never worked out?
I need to change how I behave.
How? I don't know.
First up, guess I'll try to stop behaving obsessive.
Hopefully I won't make people misunderstand me.
I didn't mean for them to think of me that way.
So, I will try my best to change.
I kept saying that people is naive,
but this time, I am the one naive.
I've never realized, not until now.
Why am I acting this way?
This obsession, it's gonna scare people away.
I've been like this for so long.
Is that why it never worked out?
I need to change how I behave.
How? I don't know.
First up, guess I'll try to stop behaving obsessive.
Hopefully I won't make people misunderstand me.
I didn't mean for them to think of me that way.
So, I will try my best to change.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Who's frustrated now?
I can't fucking believe this. Does everything has to be my fault and my fault only? Okay so I plugged the mouse a little loose, and it fell off the port, and all you do is vent out your motherfucking anger at me? I mean, c'mon, is it that FUCKING HARD TO PLUG THE CORD BACK IN THE DAMNED PORT. FOR GOD'S SAKE THE PORT IS NOT EVEN AT THE BACK OF THE FUCKING CPU!
Woke up from my nap and bullshit like this happens. That does it, once I get my new rig, I will SERIOUSLY make it personal, for ME and ME ONLY. I want NOTHING to do with whatever the hell you guys do with this damned thing. I am so SICK AND TIRED of getting the blames on whatever happens to the computer. Infected by some shit, I get the blame FIRST. Hardware malfunctioning, I get the blame FIRST. I don't deny some of them are my fault, but BUSTED CONNECTION AND I GET THE BLAME? I CONTROL SOME SHIT SO THAT YOU CANT USE THE INTERNET? THIS IS MOTHERFUCKING INSANE. I HAVE NO FUCKING REASON TO DO THIS. IF YOU ARE TOO STUPID TO EVEN THINK ABOUT THAT STREAMYX MAY BE THE CAUSE OF CRAPPY INTERNET, THEN YOU SUCK.
And in case you are wondering, YES I AM REFERRING TO MY PARENTS. CALL ME DISRESPECTING OR WHATEVER, BUT SERIOUSLY I CAN'T TAKE THIS BULLSHIT ANYMORE. YOU GET TO SHARE A COMPUTER WITH YOUR PARENTS AND THIS IS WHAT I GET IN RETURN? I AM SO SICK OF EXCUSES, SUCH AS "PARENTS ARE ALWAYS RIGHT" WHICH ALWAYS PUTS THE BLAME ON ME.
I will even go through the trouble of making a new connection in my house. All because I do not EVER wanna take the blame if any shit happens again. There will be no more excuses. What? I hack into your pc and infect it? I AM GONNA SHOUT IN YOUR FACE IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME WHATSOEVER.
Woke up from my nap and bullshit like this happens. That does it, once I get my new rig, I will SERIOUSLY make it personal, for ME and ME ONLY. I want NOTHING to do with whatever the hell you guys do with this damned thing. I am so SICK AND TIRED of getting the blames on whatever happens to the computer. Infected by some shit, I get the blame FIRST. Hardware malfunctioning, I get the blame FIRST. I don't deny some of them are my fault, but BUSTED CONNECTION AND I GET THE BLAME? I CONTROL SOME SHIT SO THAT YOU CANT USE THE INTERNET? THIS IS MOTHERFUCKING INSANE. I HAVE NO FUCKING REASON TO DO THIS. IF YOU ARE TOO STUPID TO EVEN THINK ABOUT THAT STREAMYX MAY BE THE CAUSE OF CRAPPY INTERNET, THEN YOU SUCK.
And in case you are wondering, YES I AM REFERRING TO MY PARENTS. CALL ME DISRESPECTING OR WHATEVER, BUT SERIOUSLY I CAN'T TAKE THIS BULLSHIT ANYMORE. YOU GET TO SHARE A COMPUTER WITH YOUR PARENTS AND THIS IS WHAT I GET IN RETURN? I AM SO SICK OF EXCUSES, SUCH AS "PARENTS ARE ALWAYS RIGHT" WHICH ALWAYS PUTS THE BLAME ON ME.
I will even go through the trouble of making a new connection in my house. All because I do not EVER wanna take the blame if any shit happens again. There will be no more excuses. What? I hack into your pc and infect it? I AM GONNA SHOUT IN YOUR FACE IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME WHATSOEVER.
Wednesday, July 16, 2008
MixFM Karaoke Party @ Red Box Plus, Pavilion KL
Well, all it took for me to win 2 invitations to the Karaoke Party was to sing on air. It was a Wednesday night, so I don't think anyone I know heard my voice over the radio. Hahah.
Reached there early, about 6.40pm, thankfully, the traffic was pretty cooperative, I expected it to be much worse. Got up to the Times bookstore and got myself a copy of GameAxis Magazine to keep myself occupied. Met up with Leanne, whom I invited to the party with me, her bro and her mom. After a short conversation, we went our own ways. Got to the place, and went into the room.
There's room 10. Its a really huge room, said to fit 50 people, but i don't think there are enough seats. It's pretty cool too, with an LCD projector as the screen, and some holes in the wall we can use to sit/lean on.
Moments later, Jay arrived, followed by Anu, Lynn, Serena C, Roshan, DJ Snipe, Sham and finally Pietro. Everyone was asked to pick a song, so I decided to pick Everything by Michael Buble. Tried not to screw anything, I did my best in singing it, and it was pretty good. Some of the people started praising me, wow maybe I should take up singing huh? Yeah and I personally got told by Serena C that I'm a good singer too. =p
Talked to Roshan quite a bit. He's very friendly. Also talked to Serena C because Leanne knows her and we got into a little conversation. Did not talk much to Pietro as he needs to leave earlier since he has work with Serena C in the next morning, so I quickly asked for a shot with him.
Also got a shot together with Serena C and Leanne, this photo is taken by Roshan. I've got some shots with him too.
He's a very tall guy, he bent his knee's a little in the picture with me, and did not do it at all in the picture with Leanne, well she's the one that asked him not to. Got a shot with Sham too.
Yeah, hes big, bald and has a deep voice. This shot is taken while singing Touch My Body by Mariah Carey, and yes, I'm actually touching his belly.
It's very fun, considering it's just a Karaoke Party, the fact that we get to have fun with our favourite announcers more than makes up for it. They are all so funny and fun to be with. After some time Leanne needed to go home a little earlier. About 10pm the party ended. Everyone left and I hanged back a little for some chat with the remaining announcers. Gave Sham my number too, asking him to call me if there are any events going on. Wow, will I ever get a call from him? Only time will tell.
Although the Party ended a little earlier than expected, I've had so much fun. I mean, to get to meet and sing with my favourite radio announcers, I am very happy and satisfied. It's been a while since I last had so much fun, and I thank all the people, and MixFM who made this all possible. Looking forward to another event with them again. =)
Here are some pictures, for your eyes only xD
Group Picture
Leanne and Lynn, the person that manages the MixFM website
Leanne and Serena C
Serena C and me.
Serena C, and the one in blue is Jay, the others are Jay's relatives.
Pietro and Serena C, singing Hero by Mariah Carey
Everyone, in Room 10, Red Box Plus, Pavilion KL, 15th July 2008 =)
Reached there early, about 6.40pm, thankfully, the traffic was pretty cooperative, I expected it to be much worse. Got up to the Times bookstore and got myself a copy of GameAxis Magazine to keep myself occupied. Met up with Leanne, whom I invited to the party with me, her bro and her mom. After a short conversation, we went our own ways. Got to the place, and went into the room.
There's room 10. Its a really huge room, said to fit 50 people, but i don't think there are enough seats. It's pretty cool too, with an LCD projector as the screen, and some holes in the wall we can use to sit/lean on.Moments later, Jay arrived, followed by Anu, Lynn, Serena C, Roshan, DJ Snipe, Sham and finally Pietro. Everyone was asked to pick a song, so I decided to pick Everything by Michael Buble. Tried not to screw anything, I did my best in singing it, and it was pretty good. Some of the people started praising me, wow maybe I should take up singing huh? Yeah and I personally got told by Serena C that I'm a good singer too. =p
Talked to Roshan quite a bit. He's very friendly. Also talked to Serena C because Leanne knows her and we got into a little conversation. Did not talk much to Pietro as he needs to leave earlier since he has work with Serena C in the next morning, so I quickly asked for a shot with him.
Also got a shot together with Serena C and Leanne, this photo is taken by Roshan. I've got some shots with him too.
He's a very tall guy, he bent his knee's a little in the picture with me, and did not do it at all in the picture with Leanne, well she's the one that asked him not to. Got a shot with Sham too.
Yeah, hes big, bald and has a deep voice. This shot is taken while singing Touch My Body by Mariah Carey, and yes, I'm actually touching his belly.It's very fun, considering it's just a Karaoke Party, the fact that we get to have fun with our favourite announcers more than makes up for it. They are all so funny and fun to be with. After some time Leanne needed to go home a little earlier. About 10pm the party ended. Everyone left and I hanged back a little for some chat with the remaining announcers. Gave Sham my number too, asking him to call me if there are any events going on. Wow, will I ever get a call from him? Only time will tell.
Although the Party ended a little earlier than expected, I've had so much fun. I mean, to get to meet and sing with my favourite radio announcers, I am very happy and satisfied. It's been a while since I last had so much fun, and I thank all the people, and MixFM who made this all possible. Looking forward to another event with them again. =)
Here are some pictures, for your eyes only xD
Group Picture
Leanne and Lynn, the person that manages the MixFM website
Leanne and Serena C
Serena C and me.
Serena C, and the one in blue is Jay, the others are Jay's relatives.
Pietro and Serena C, singing Hero by Mariah Carey
Everyone, in Room 10, Red Box Plus, Pavilion KL, 15th July 2008 =)
Wednesday, July 9, 2008
I'm tired....very tired....
I'm finally on the edge of a cliff.
Jumping off the edge will probably cure me of all the uncertainties.
Walk away from the edge, and I will have to continue enduring it.
Day goes by, my emotional stability seems to be falling apart.
My heart feels like it's being slashed every second.
It's very unpleasant...
With one final decision to make, it will determine everything.
This decision will be decided simply by asking this one question.
The answer I get will be the final deciding factor.
To give up, or not to give up.
Hoping for the best will not work anymore.
I will just let the answer help me in deciding everything.
Jumping off the edge will probably cure me of all the uncertainties.
Walk away from the edge, and I will have to continue enduring it.
Day goes by, my emotional stability seems to be falling apart.
My heart feels like it's being slashed every second.
It's very unpleasant...
With one final decision to make, it will determine everything.
This decision will be decided simply by asking this one question.
The answer I get will be the final deciding factor.
To give up, or not to give up.
Hoping for the best will not work anymore.
I will just let the answer help me in deciding everything.
Tuesday, July 8, 2008
What should I do?
Maybe I should just give up.
Now that I've waited this long, it's been taken to another level.
Although it's almost time, I fear it's already too late.
I do not want to lose, I really don't, but there is only so much I can do.
Even if I did make my move, I'm very scared of the feeling of failure.
Should I just move on?
You would say I should, but this is the one thing that I truly care about.
This is the first time that I got this feeling of not wanting to lose it.
I can't just sit here and do nothing, or I will hate myself forever.
But if I fail, I will hate the obstacle instead.
Will I ever overcome this obstacle, and my own barrier made of fear...
Now that I've waited this long, it's been taken to another level.
Although it's almost time, I fear it's already too late.
I do not want to lose, I really don't, but there is only so much I can do.
Even if I did make my move, I'm very scared of the feeling of failure.
Should I just move on?
You would say I should, but this is the one thing that I truly care about.
This is the first time that I got this feeling of not wanting to lose it.
I can't just sit here and do nothing, or I will hate myself forever.
But if I fail, I will hate the obstacle instead.
Will I ever overcome this obstacle, and my own barrier made of fear...
Monday, July 7, 2008
In the Summertime...
It's been quite some time now.
I've been trying so hard, and yet I can't seem to make it.
It's not that I don't want to, I just can't, dumb obstacles.
Even if I find the chance, will I be brave enough to do it?
Will I be able to handle it?
More and more obstacles comes with every second I waste.
It seems like if I don't make my move, I will lose my chance forever.
It's not that I want to wait, there are just too many obligations.
Something else happened while I wait.
And if I wait any longer, I'm afraid I will really lose my chance.
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Okay above is only my rant, decipher the meaning if you can.
Nothing much has happened. College life is getting busier by the day. Assignments will be piling up on me soon.
It's been 2 weeks, and Leanne will leave back to Japan, and then to the States, in another 2 weeks. It hurts me to think about it, if I could I really wouldn't want her to leave, as it will be another year until I can see her again. I need to make the most out of time while she is still here =)
I finally got the song Summertime by New Kids On The Block (Thanks Myuu =D). It's real good, can't live a day without listening to it. Further new additions to my playlist will be Should've Said No and Tim McGraw by Taylor Swift.
"I think about you in the Summertime,
and all the good times we've had baby.
Been a few years and I cant deny,
the thought of you still makes me crazy.
I think about you in the Summertime,
I'm sittin' here in the sun, with you on my mind.
You are, my Summertime" - Summertime by New Kids On The Block
"And I'm back for the first time since then, I'm standing on your street.
There's a letter left on your doorstep and the first thing that you'll read.
Is when you think Tim McGraw, I hope you think my favorite song.
Someday you'll turn your radio on, I hope it takes you back to that place.
When you think happiness, I hope you think that little black dress.
Think of my head on your chest, and my old faded blue jeans.
When you think Tim McGraw, I hope you think of me" - Tim McGraw by Taylor Swift
"You said the way my blue eyes shined,
put those Georgia stars to shame that night,
I said that's a lie" - Tim McGraw by Taylor Swift
I've been trying so hard, and yet I can't seem to make it.
It's not that I don't want to, I just can't, dumb obstacles.
Even if I find the chance, will I be brave enough to do it?
Will I be able to handle it?
More and more obstacles comes with every second I waste.
It seems like if I don't make my move, I will lose my chance forever.
It's not that I want to wait, there are just too many obligations.
Something else happened while I wait.
And if I wait any longer, I'm afraid I will really lose my chance.
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Okay above is only my rant, decipher the meaning if you can.
Nothing much has happened. College life is getting busier by the day. Assignments will be piling up on me soon.
It's been 2 weeks, and Leanne will leave back to Japan, and then to the States, in another 2 weeks. It hurts me to think about it, if I could I really wouldn't want her to leave, as it will be another year until I can see her again. I need to make the most out of time while she is still here =)
I finally got the song Summertime by New Kids On The Block (Thanks Myuu =D). It's real good, can't live a day without listening to it. Further new additions to my playlist will be Should've Said No and Tim McGraw by Taylor Swift.
"I think about you in the Summertime,
and all the good times we've had baby.
Been a few years and I cant deny,
the thought of you still makes me crazy.
I think about you in the Summertime,
I'm sittin' here in the sun, with you on my mind.
You are, my Summertime" - Summertime by New Kids On The Block
"And I'm back for the first time since then, I'm standing on your street.
There's a letter left on your doorstep and the first thing that you'll read.
Is when you think Tim McGraw, I hope you think my favorite song.
Someday you'll turn your radio on, I hope it takes you back to that place.
When you think happiness, I hope you think that little black dress.
Think of my head on your chest, and my old faded blue jeans.
When you think Tim McGraw, I hope you think of me" - Tim McGraw by Taylor Swift
"You said the way my blue eyes shined,
put those Georgia stars to shame that night,
I said that's a lie" - Tim McGraw by Taylor Swift
Thursday, July 3, 2008
Sea of sorrow, filled with regret.
Why did I ever do what I did?
I was only trying to vent my frustrations, but I ended up making things worse.
So much for making my presence felt, ended up with nothing but regret.
I'm now drowned upon a river of sorrow.
I knew I was very close at one point, something got in the way.
And when I thought I got even closer, someone got in the way.
The feeling overcame my heart, I did the one thing I shouldn't have done.
One bad decision, one wrong move, that's all it takes.
Now that I did what I did, what else can I do?
If I could turn back time, would I have done something better?
If I were given a chance, I will make sure I treasure it.
The only problem is, I'm sure it's too late now.
How could I have did it without thinking of the consequences?
I got blinded by the feeling, which I don't enjoy at all.
It's obviously too late to regret now that it's all said and done.
What can I do now? Hope for the best? Why don't you tell me.
I've been trying to search for salvation with no luck.
And when I thought I've finally found it, I messed up.
The only thing that I truly care about more than anything.
I beg for forgiveness.
I was only trying to vent my frustrations, but I ended up making things worse.
So much for making my presence felt, ended up with nothing but regret.
I'm now drowned upon a river of sorrow.
I knew I was very close at one point, something got in the way.
And when I thought I got even closer, someone got in the way.
The feeling overcame my heart, I did the one thing I shouldn't have done.
One bad decision, one wrong move, that's all it takes.
Now that I did what I did, what else can I do?
If I could turn back time, would I have done something better?
If I were given a chance, I will make sure I treasure it.
The only problem is, I'm sure it's too late now.
How could I have did it without thinking of the consequences?
I got blinded by the feeling, which I don't enjoy at all.
It's obviously too late to regret now that it's all said and done.
What can I do now? Hope for the best? Why don't you tell me.
I've been trying to search for salvation with no luck.
And when I thought I've finally found it, I messed up.
The only thing that I truly care about more than anything.
I beg for forgiveness.
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