It's happening again

I'm trying hard to understand
Yet, it seems so hard
Yes, I am standing firm to my goal
Still, obstacles, this time even more of them than last time
Talk about Deja Vu...

I am trying not to make it too obvious to anyone
Of course besides my target
But is it real that honesty the best policy?
Cuz theres a Mr Nice Guy, making it so darn noticeable
Should I, or should I not do that.

I'll just stay as myself
Never have the thought of losing
After all, they say I have my own good traits
Though I do not know what, I'm trying hard
Not hoping for the best, but expecting the best to happen this time around